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its been a long time since an update, thats probably because i rarely go on the computer. but anyway things are pretty good my first semester just came to a close and i just turned 19 on dec.2nd christmas is around the corner and kyle and me's 2 year anniversary is january 8th. so i guess as much as everything is really slow and steady its been good. kyles home on break so were doing a lot of cuddling :) and yesturday was my last day of school so i have nothing to do besides work, and next week i have vacation the 22 thru the 27 so i'll get plenty of catch up sleep. my birthday was fun caity came down from gainesville haven kelly and stacia all came lynn from work and rachel and mark. all and all i have nothing much to say there fore the real reason i never update im very boring..... oh well...
MERRY CHRISTMAS and a HAPPY NEW YEAR
Jess
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Well its been the last week of summer offically. i worked thurs fri and saturday. saturday night we went to the bucs game (me and kyle) it was fun it rained a little. we lost but i was fun. kyle spent the night because today hes off to school. he's there right now for a couple weeks until i get time to see him. hes with out car because hes being confind to school until he brings his grades up. which sucks because he cant come home on the weekends. im sad because it will be weeks before i see him. its like your best friend moving away, which has already happended with caity and now kyle and haven might as well moved away she could care less to talk to me. i do have english with here starting next tuesday i dont know how thats going to go. i havent seen her in weeks and she doesnt return calls which ive stopped calling. its pouring here im gonna go
Jess
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sitting on the back pourch with weezy and ted nugent ( out new dog whose name is teddy or whatever but i call him ted nugent or whatever i want) im BORED kyles away*Sad* but im fine with out him i just miss the cute company lol. every one else is busy. and of course this week i have two days off and NOT A DAMN THING TO DO.hung out with rach today for a little while enough time for her to eat three italian ices and a microwave mac-n-cheese lol going out with stacia tomorrow. not a whole lot else wow exciting.... i gonna go in the house im getting eatenby bugs out here.
Jess
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[04 Aug 2006|10:25pm] |
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so everythings good, i guess. just racking my brains with school coming up. i know its only phcc and everything will be fine but.... im just really excited and nervous. i need to buy my books still and i dont know what to expect. im just glad i wont see some of the same old crappy ass people i went to high school with becasue thankfully most of them arent going to college. but anyway me and kyle are good. we did that water park thing last week with chris rachel ryan jenn and eric it was fun we had fun together. he acts like a little kid its cute ( sometimes) lol went unnecessary shopping today spent too much money. the usual i thought i didnt like shopping. i guess i do bought some work stuff because i find i HAVE NO clothes for work.also pair or capris and shirt and i think thats it. so anyway next week i have plans with stacia and kelly and hopfully tyler to go out that will be fun i havent seen all of them for a while, since our lives are so damn busy and different. i guess this is when it starts lives make there own paths and stop intertwing with friends it becomes an independance. its sad because i miss m friends but im yet glad to be starting my own damn life and getting away from all this. soooooo other then that went up to caity's new house in gainsville it was very nice and we had fun just talking and laughing. we went out to dinner and the melting pot for chocolate. it was a lot of fun but a long drive. but im looking forward to going to see her in the future. its nice to know she'll be there and theres always a place to stay. fun fun fun well i guess thats all blood brothers and drop dead gorgous is coming something to look forward to. well im gonna go
*Jess
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im soooo very upset right now. i have to go to ocoee or where ever to intercept my sister for the night while my parents come home a do some much needed things. so im off for three days. ive been planning for a while now something to do bacause its rare to get three days in a row off. well i was supposed to go over yesturday with kyle and spend wednesday to thursday but my mother being completely unpredictable misinformed me and she ended up going. so me and kyle went to the mall yesturday and i looked for some bahing suit bottoms i liked for this stupid water park thing on tuesday. well we planned today to go to a better mall (seeing as i found nothing but awesome shoes) anyway, Today my dad called and asked if it would be alright if i went over tonight and spent the night. with kyle of course. and im like sure why not. plus i know everyones stressed out and i wouldnt mind helping. so i call kyle and i dont know what happened but we finally got a hold of each other around 2 and he tells me he cant go.... im soo extremely upset. he has to drive the whole damn family to the fucking airport. now i know its not his fault but i still have the awful habit of blaming him. its hard for me i guess and i know he wants to go with me but im just soo extremely upset now that i have to drive there spend the night and do everything else by myself. it just sucks because i planned on spending time with him. not i wont fucking see him till saturday. and then not until 6/7 and he'll be exhausted from work. so the three days i had off to have fun and hang out with him just went to one yesturday. and im just upset. oh well unfortunatly i have no other friends besides kyle and i dont want to talk to him becasue it just upsets me and i cry and get all bitchy and my other friends arent available at the moment to talk to...soooo yeah
Jess
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[01 Jul 2006|03:53pm] |
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well..... summers half over. works the same kyles been busy with work and class. we hardly ever see eachother for a whole day a couple hours here and there. i miss him. hes at work right now my parents arent home. amamda is making some concoction. fourth of july oming up i bought some fire works yesturday and me and dad are going to buy some more later. i dont know what it is but i love fireworks there so pointless blowing money into the sky pretty much. but i dont care its fun. this month my parents and sisters are going out of town for two weeks, in a row what the hell am i going to do ? i dont have any friends. its going to be a lonely month. oh well. i really cant wait till classes start im so ready to have obligtions things to do. IM SO BORED with life.... its soooooo the same. i love kyle and all hes not the problem im just bored with having NOTHING to do i wake up eat breakfast shower sit around make my bed read go to work. see kyle go to sleep. everyday! yeah occasionally we see a movie go out to dinner. im just soo bored with myself i need a hobbie or friends or something. but whatever.....
Jess
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[18 Jun 2006|03:12pm] |
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vacations over but it was fun while it lasted. we did all we wanted andhad lots of fun. im glad to be home i got home last night and no one was here. no ones here now and im kinda lonely kyle got off early and i havent seen him in a couple days so i want to see him but it is fathers day soo im sure hes spending some time with his dad no prob. anyway im watching tv and eating popcorn so im gonna go
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[16 Jun 2006|09:19am] |
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I go on vacation and where do i end up.... the library, we made it to Fernadina last night. it wasnt that bad of a drive. were across the street from the library so rachel wanted to come in and use the computere (shes addicted) and here we are. today were just sight seeing like tourists. were getting ready to go to the store and get fondue stuff. were making her aunt dinner sometime. um..... i dont know what else to say seeing as we just started to the day.
oh well
*Jess
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Ive had a pretty good week. well i guess monday and tuesday were kinda typical, but wednesday was fun. me and kyle did potery painting. he had never done it, which isnt a surprise because hes a boy but we had fun. the people there were funny pretty funny there. weird conversation. anyway i ate dinner with kyle and his parents. its always a little weird when i eat over, they always seem so unhappy or just like ..... anyway we went to ryans around 8:30 sme people were there. we drank a little which i rarely ever do but it was fun i had a designated driver and i didnt have to work. casey was there and he got drunk he was sooo funny zac kept slapping him. we decided to go to the strip club or i should just say NUDE club. so thursday me and kyle went to P.F. Changs for a little anniverary it was very good. we went shopping for a little while then we met ryan jen and eric barlow at Mons Venus. it was really.... interesting. nude.. nude bottom top nothing it was... fun we bought eric barlow a lap dance from this real hottie with big boobs. lol she flaps them all in his face. it was insane. after all that craziness. we went to ybor kyle was wearing shorts so we had to pay extra isnt that stupid. i wanted to dance. i dont know why but ive decided it easier to just have fun and dance then to sit on the side lines and feel stupid, well unfortunatly kyle wasnt too into it he dance well moved back and forth a little and iunderstand becasue thats REALLY not his thing i thank him for tring but i guess its a girls night out. all i know is i had a lot of fun those two nights. tonight im flying solo kyle has to leave early on the weekends due to work. so he leaves at 10 and i figure things to do with myself. anyway im gonna go..... bored with myself
*Jess
5 days and counting to mini vacation FINALLY
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today, its been ok. i met Haven this morning for PHCC orentation, it was a little long and a lot boring. it was over around 11 andme and haven went to lunchish brunch. because i didnt have to be to work until 12:45 it was good. i went to work early. work wasnt to bad i got to do a variety of things i did route ins i typed spine labels and put them on waxed cd's and i worked the desk, so i long day acctually went pretty fast. its 11 and kyle just got here. he was ut galavanting all day. he just got back from universal whle i slaved away at work all day. im just kidding im glad he got out and didnt sit around all day playing videogames. im watching harriet the spy. i love this movie. anyway im gonna go time to kiss the kissable...
*Jess
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im Bored...jusy sitting around doing nothing did laundry this morning took a shower made my bed. ya know fun stuff. i have to work at 4 and i WAS going to go to ybor but stacias sick. thats ok though becausei could really care less im really not into that scene but i wold like to go just for the fun of it. anyway this week has been ok its the first like real week of summer and its been ok.... i havent done really anything i get up and if i work at 4 then my whole days ruined because i have to wait around to go to work, theres just not enough time to anything before hand. tonight ill hang out with kyle like every night, dont get me wrong i love hanging out with him, but i WISH i had something else to do then just hanging around. i fall asleep to easily, oh well. anyway,,,,, this entry's BORING im going out
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Soooooo today was good, Busy but good. im sitting with kyle right now hes playing playsation, im on the computer. I worked today with karen it was fun shes nice and it was busy so time flew by. Last night was graduation it was so much fun. i had a blast seeing everyone graduate it didnt seem as long when yor acctually involved in the ceremony. haven rachel and kyle were all there watching me. it was soooo exciting. me kimmy amanda and christine had so uch fun in our graduation assigned rooms before hand and walking out tothe field. i didnt cry, becasue i wasnt sad, and i wasnt nervous at all which is a surpirs because im usually a freak when itcomes to stuff like that where EVERYONES watching. Anyway after wards we, rach hav and kyle and me all went to stake-n-shake were we fucking laughed our butts off i put my unbrella up inside to get service after like 20 minutes of siting. after that i went home and fel asleep.... a long! day..aanyway as i was saying today i got home from work and i had to prepare for my party. because my family is never ready god bless them. so i went tothe store with my mom and bought all the stuff for dinner. then we come home and I cut everything a put everything together before showering like 10 minutes before people got here. i like that i took up my time so i wasnt just waiting around. but all and all it was pretty successsful all the best people were here the people who mean the most to me, people are still here right now everyone playing cards,old people, anyway it was fun having everyone here. i just glad highschools over. im glad i get to be a little more independent and meet new people (hopefully) becasue i dont like anyone anymore besides Three people. who one a rarly see the other i see regualarly but our lives are really different and my full time wonderful best friends the boy i see everyday. so its time to move on and meet new people do new things and go to a new fucking school im sick of dresscodes and administartion rules. ok im done rambling
*Jess
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Todays the day imm graduating today, im excited not as nervous more excited its like something ive always wanted to do and its FIANLLY here. this morning was brutal 7:30 to 10:30 for practice. it was fun because we could talk and laugh but tonight its soooo serious i doubt ill last ill probably be kicked out for laughing and talking. OH well. anyway i got paid today and i did a little gradutation shopping for a few close friends, now im home waiting for kyle :) yesturday universal was fun BUT crowed unfortunatly and im a nut when it comes to overcrowding so we didnt stay long, we rode a couple things but we waitied ToO LoNg, jaws weas really fun its been forever since ive ridden that i got soaked though i sat in the PRIMe seet i guess. anyway yesturday was fun and i went to bed early to get my beauty rest for today i tried everything for tonight and im good. happy
*Jess
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Oh and im super psyched me and rachel are going on our first road trip alone! were going to fernadina beach for a couple days staying with Aunt and then were stopping on our way back in Gainsville to see Caity whos moving up there to go to
UF. then home no biggy, But im sure to hell the video we'll take will be worth money me and rach make a mean video!
-he she killer
-where do the monkeys sleep
-and countless freestyles with me making a fool of myself
PRICELESS!
*Jess.....cant wait
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its been a long day and its finally come to an end. lets start at the beginning, i woke up late hung around watched tv took a shower, went to work ,kyle was busy all day so i did not see him, work was ok me and megan, who i like more and more we did word searches worked the desk together. my work folk had alittle thingy for me graduating with brownies and ice cream i got a nice card anda $20 gift card,which is offley nice, then after work I RUSHED to nature coast to see haven graduate, i parked illegally in the front and started running,dead end, then i ran some more, dead end, then a nice man told me to go through the building, because my only option after all this was to go around and THAT WOULD HAVE TOOK FOREVER. i guess you dont know how out of shape you are till your running in and around a school where you have no idea were your going. so i ran through the school and finally found where i was going. i saw haven graduate it was very nice. i was so nervous for her im sure ill be a freak at my graduation. after this we went to chillies, haven was upset er family all ditched her, they were al at grduation and LEFT before she even saw them. i would be mad to i guess, anywaydinner was nice i love havens family, her brothers gotten so big he just turned 17! too old. well i guess it wasnt that hecktic but im just glad i can finally sit down i feel like a lunitic running around. tomorrow universal with the
K*ster. then THURDAY the big dayim just glad im finally done i guess this is the final stepping stone of highschool and i cant wait. theres so much more to life, and im so ready to start the REAL thing. i know everyone says ill miss highschool when its over. but i dont think i will. i didnt have to many close friends m closes friends are older or go to differentschools i definatly didnt have the time of my life and if i did i would consider that a rip off. i hope for good times to come, happy times, Safe and lucky times. maybe im to optimistic, but im alowed to be.
*Jess
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Had a pretty ok day, i slept in which isnt a normal luxury, last night i hung out with Rach we watched some documentaary show on TLC which was reall good she showed me her creepy millapeeds,,,YUCK anyway today i woke up took a shower and kyle came over, i hadnt seen him in a day and i know its lame but i missed him :) so we cuddled all day and watched "little Giants" i love just kissing and cuddling. work was un eventful but it wasnt bad. i worked the desk with karen and megan, which is better then anyone else because i feel like ther not judging me if im not constantly moving, because somethings ITS DEAD. i got home and made mac n cheese which is what im doing right now. so im gonna go spend some more time with my sweety and sign off
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WOW its been way too long but ive kinda fell out of the whole computer thing, ive been busy with plenty of other things. anyway things are pretty good right now ive enrolled in PHCC and im taking four classes in the fall i got a promotion at work and i finally make more money, kyle and me are stil very happy,i would never expect to know and love someone so much that i feel more comfortable wih him than anyone ever. he has become my best friend i laugh, cry, act crazy, tell stories, share problems, EVERYTHING. i reliezed the other night hes definatly the only person i care for more than everything. Today was the last day of school. OF HIGH SCHOOL who really thought this day would ever come? NOT me. its over im in shock i think, like i dont care becuase im MORE than ready for it to be over but im sure next weekor even next year when i dont go back to spring stead ill be sad, BUT TODAY im extra happy itsover next thursday i graduate and im done. me and haven seldon talk but i still love her we've just come to a time in both of our lives where WE UNDERSTAND finally we just enjoy talking to each other. Me and rachel are much closer i love hanging out with her she just so much happier and we have so much fun together. anyway im very happy i got a new computer for graduation. i have to get ready for wrok until next time....
*Jess
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Everythings stationary right now ..... im in libo. like todays good and this week seems ok and NEXTWEEK is going to be flipping awesome im off for 7 concecutive days and halloween horror nights With haven kyle and brian YAY! but im feeling very mellow right now. anyway though schools good kyles better then ever... I love him *sigh* this weekend was fun we watched the sunset on friday and went to dinner then hung out with zac and amanda and ashley we went to the graveyard (really not that fun and a little scary for me) anyway the weekend was pretty much that and it was glourious. lol today i may go to my key club thing but i slightly dont feel like getting dirty with pumpkins. and IM SUPPOSED to hang out with haven and i hope she doenst hang out with brian all day..... who knows what happens happens. im gonna go and i really dont care it this made no sence at all...
*Jess
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